Back in Black

It's been a mournful week for me. I've spent the last year and a half with a close companion and now she's not there anymore. and it's hard. I feel it was the right decision but it I do miss her. Relationships are such a difficult part of life. They are complex. They run deep into our emotions. It's amazing that someone can reach inside your heart and affect it like that. As I've been know to say, "I think it's all part of God's design." Our soul is meant to operate a certain way. God pre-wired us for deep relationship... especially with Him. These times of sadness always elevate my awareness of His presence. I feel humbled and small and not so self-sufficient.